eight

time is blowing grains of hope in my face

and i can't tell if i'm getting exfoliated or weathered down

7

almost 

8

they never thought 

but We did

and maybe You did more than i at first

then because of You i had the courage to believe

and now here We are

 but the wind is picking up and my courage is transforming

i can't tell if it's waxing or waning

or maybe it's just becoming something entirely different 

like

belief

faith

trust

flour

maybe

my biggest fear is of change

but not that You'll change

because i'm already aware that that's happened

i Love You more for it

i'm scared that i'll change

that i already have 

what if i shrunk 

while You skyrocketed?

 if so

please be willing to let me climb to Your level

because i've got weak arms
 but a determined heart

that much won't change.